So yeah, might as well do a big massive update, since it's been a while since I've actually done a proper journal.

I'm currently living in Manchester, (big scary city for those who do not know it) and attending university, studying English Lit. And while I have so much free time, I have no insperation to write or draw and what not. Tonight/this morning is the first time I have properly drawn in ages.

I keep having anxiety attacks and they freak me out and I don't like them (who does.) I feel down all the time and I'm sick of feeling like this. I just don't know why I do.

Also, me and my boyfriend keep arguing. They're nothing serious and we work through them, but I hate it when we fight. It upsets me and I get angry and mad and frustrated. Sometimes I just wish he'd make more of an effort and listen. But, he's a boy and sadly, they seem to have a genetic defect which makes them infurating and they don't seem to understand us girls. Not trying to be sexest, as he probably thinks the same about me, and much worse. I'd just like to see him a little more, because the longer we're apart the more frustrated we get and I hate it.

For those who care or want some form of contact with me (lol), you can either follow me on tumblr: hopeless-heartbreak.tumblr.com
or alternatively, I don't mind you adding me on msn, but I'm not on there that often, I just get lonely, so I guess it'd be nice to talk to you lovely people, so yeah, "hit me up" at: charli.hitchins@ntlworld.com

This has been a Hitchy;; approved post.
Sorry to seem moany, I need somewhere to get it out and fb and tumblr, my boyfriend can see me moaning and I don't want to start an arguement needlessly. /rant.